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I get so combative
I'm in higher spirits, I'm diligent on every level, my intent is not to rent, I like to own what I value. I'ma keep searchin' for the serum that could help me breathe and leave my state of peril.

I got a group of loved ones that ain't my friends, they say I can't afford what it cost but I manifested this..

I think I'm too embarrassed to admit the fear is that I'm lost, and if not all of us, then most of us have made defensive scarecrows that we scatter 'round our cycle and treat like heroes when they scare away the things that we should cherish, it's obvious that humans are fragile.

I don't wanna be overdramatic but somethin' don't add up, I really wanna learn to handle my thoughts 'cause inside of me's a personal canvas, heart of a savage always quiet when I lurk in the shadows

I gotta train my brain to not be such a pessimist 'cause the paint can be splattered, and get messy when I start to get rattled, failing's how we grow and learn our lessons, when we fail, just know that, it's a test.