Clock ticks as I inhale in,
I search the heavens for the gods to absolve my sins,
My feet are my axles everyday,
Even though the sun shines bright there's also cloudy and grey,
Melancholy is what my soul has felt for weeks,
But I continue to exercise my psyche and positivity daily I also seek,
I feel sometimes I'm chasing the impossible dream,
Happiness, contented and inner peace is all I yearn to be,
I don't like the toxicity these handful of pills I daily...