I am afraid of letting you get close enough to notice the scars i kept secret for long time I am a girl not scared of the dark, i am a girl not afraid of heights but scared of opening up my heart to get hurt again. not because i don't love you but because i am afraid that sometimes love just ain't enough.

To be happy means to be free, not from pain or fear but from care and anxiety. my fears are intimate i am scared you will know what i hate about myself. i am afraid you are getting closer when i can't let you open my closets.

Don't cry when the sun is gone, i hope your heart doesn't belong to me yet. i don't want you to feel what i always went through. you can't love anyone else when your heart still belong to the one who broke it

I hope you understand my fear, the sun might be gone but don't cry. because if you do, your tears won't let you see the stars. dont blame me, i blame my fears. i am scared to fall in love, not so fast at least, because every time i fall, it seems to never last.

You are way too charming to get hurt, that's why i wish that "in choice between love and fear please choose love". Don't be like me i am a coward, so i can't do it, even if I know it but stay on the path of love even when you are afraid.

My fear just can't let me or maybe my love is not perfect. because perfect love drives out fear but my fear drives me crazy. i am sorry i just can't do this.


© Gisele