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At What Point?
"At What Point"
By: De Ona Marie Charamut
31July23


At what point did everything turn
I'm trying to look back and see
You're acting strange and outta character
And you're totally avoiding me
Now you can sit here all day long
And say that's not the case
I see it in your actions and your eyes
And it's written all over your face
Is it someone else that you've found
Or is it because I'm just SOOOO bad
Or is it because I said something
That's just got you unbelievably mad
Do you want a "change of scenery?"
Cause I can just move along
I don't wanna be somewhere
That I'm not wanted or don't belong
I think that you love me even though
You really don't want to be around,
You'd rather be out galavanting
And running all over town
You're starting to stay out
All hours of every night
And not come home till you HAVE TO
With the early morning light
I at least deserve to know her name
The person who's been getting your time
The one who's got you in her arms
Cause you haven't been in mine
There's a lot more to this that
I don't have the time to go into
How could you do this to me when
You know what I've already been through
Just like everyone else has done
I told you that you would leave
But I guess that's my bad too
For being so naive
Is there really such a thing
When someone promises forever?
Or is it just wishful thinking
When embarking on that endeavor
But go ahead and sit there
And tell me that's not the case
When babe I see it in your eyes
And it's all over your face
At what point did everything turn
That you're now just avoiding me
I'll sit here til the day I die
Trying to look back and see
I would have loved you anyway
And what a journey it has been
But let me go if you don't want me
And lemme heal this hurt that's within
I don't know if this is how you say goodbye
By separating yourself away from here
But you are definitely making a statement
And making the message very clear!!!
Sometimes you act almost as if
Nothing you can say OR do is wrong
I miss those days in the very beginning
When all we did was get along
When you love somebody
You love them for all the good AND bad
You around when he is happy and
Steer clear when he is mad
But at what point? At WHAT point?
Did your feelings for me change?
Cause the way you've been acting
Is nothing short of STRANGE!!!!
I guess only time will tell
How everything is gonna play out
At what point do you say I give up
And choose to go a different route?

© De Ona Marie Charamut