In my past life I was fearing someone I couldn't sleep I couldn't eat. I lost my memory I hardly recognize my Self. and because of that fear I had for that person I had sleep less nights.
I was a dead woman walking I talk to my self I almost got crazy. but then I realized why was I fearing that person. I should fear only God. I stand up I stand alone and face that person. I said to myself I can't let fear control my life so much. I almost got heart attack. I hardly could breed. so I went to the doctor but the doctor find out it was fear anxiety that was trying to conquer me. So I overcome my fear.
Love it sweet when you think you find the right partner. everthing was good at first but suddenly the love become hate and jealousy. I was deep in love. but one day I said to my self what I am doing with that kind of person? I couldn't tolerate is behavior any more so I leave him. because my heart couldn't take anymore of him. so I distance myself from him.
But another day he called me and he plea to me so I forgive him because of Love. but their He change for a while and then he started to do is same old games so I walked away and never to return. but when I walked away I still love him. until the love I had for him fades away. and the love for him I had become hate.


You See in life dont fear a person too much it can cause your life.
fear only God and keep is commandment.

love is deep and sometimes become wicked and sometimes sucuide. but keep strong and remember that your life worth a living.

stay vigilant shanae parry.
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