The candles were burning then,
Now the flickers are younger and small.
I still remember the vows,
Till death do us part
The bed was built with roses.

Maybe the roses had no thorns back then
Or maybe love made me blind i couldn't see them
To have and to hold
The irony which i never knew existed
Only the man of God knew more about it

I thought it was a crush
Mind mind was just crowded
Mist and clouds brought in darkness
It was not love,just lust
You just used me to get him

Who knew that a sweet juicy, strawberry could turn into a sore lemon which can't make even lemonade?
And a love at first sight could expire?
But does love expire or only yours expired?
From a beautiful village girl,
Now a ugly punching sack

Rolls,dices or puzzles?
You made my life a puzzle
You are with me but I'm faded
Dices you threw my heart up and down
Like the rolls you suck

My eyes turned red and sore
My voice is too hoarse now
Arteries and veins have popped out
The dead are calling me now
The demon in you playing your music
And I'm in front row listening still believing it's love yet it's toxic love

I still feel the repeat,whispers
Ashes to ashes,the church bells ring on our wedding
The wound can't heal, I'm broken
Deep in me blissful pain
I'm comfortable,in it I feel home

©️Lamshai
Ft
©️mum's Dota

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