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I am not for everyone !
I feel like I've been standing myself up all these years . Settling , while letting myself down . Thinking about all the things I'd love to talk about , and talking about all the things I dread to think about . I've been selling myself short , and cutting myself off at the feet so others didn't have to . The realisation that has set me free is that I am not for everyone . I am a mosaic of first impressions . Good , bad , true , untrue and ultimately unremarkable . I am allowed to leave them this way , I don't have to keep going back , pulling myself apart to give and give and give . I can't stop to talk to everyone who crosses my path , I am allowed to hold my head up , I am allowed to keep going , I am allowed to do this for no one other than myself , no matter what others make of it .