#Lonilness #sadness #death

Nowadays I crave for death, but it seems to be running from me.
carrying a heavyweight that can't be uplifted, even if I try to.
So many shattered dreams
Fate been twisted several times
forever flowing of tears
No one to help me but my weak self
Many expectations sabotage
praying to sleep and wake up no one.
The pain is too much for me to carry.
No father!
No mother!
And no family to run to !
sometimes I feel like the Lord has forsaken me,
but how can that be?!
When he has promised to lift me up when I am down.
© Amicable