It's 11:11 make a wish and hope that your wishes are tangible, but don't stop dreaming that your wishes will come true. Wish for faith that nightmarez subside. Wish all you want , but wishes ,prayers , dreams ,none of these things actually exist. Ambition, resilient relentless hard work , fearlessly chasing your aspirations and goals. That's the sustence of all things wished for, I wish I had known, before I was grown ,that my wishes would never be fulfilled, I wish I could known all ive ever know would be killed, fearlessly dispose of those dear to me, nightmares are all always there, dreaming of a life where you were there to care, life's unfair, no nights spared dispair , it seems that nightmares are the only thing that come true, and follow through. drugs ,lots of drugs , high n numb all the time , that's the only wish of mine, I got left behind, complacent chasing impatient with time, tears streaming, im screaming, confined in my mind , dreaming of just being, feeling fine. Just being in this mind of mine... fuck wishes, fuck dreams, goals and anything else people hope to have, or stab,tab, to the bottom of every bag, jab ,jab, hope to get back what I once had. smoke, n sniffs, drip drips to the throat , i resist to exist, but resilience persists , amidst my narcotics mix, no promises, no love, lonely only holding hits, inhaled till im pale, fallacy unveiled upon each exhale, wishing upon my 'Shooting scars' not an inkling of twinkling, upon a star sprinkle sprinkle, from cellophane to silver spoon, feeling a little blue get high n fly to the Man on the moon. sucks and there's no such thing as good luck. so stop hoping , stop pretending in things that don't help you cope while your life fails rapidly downward slope. cope with dope, tighten the noose , put your neck in the rope. I'm ranting, im bitter, and jaded, im Mad at the life I've had and still made it out alive, I have no reason to strive , If wishes come true, then how come I'm still alive?? I wish oh I wish, to permanently close my eye lids.