I am sorry for the fairy tale
it was never meant to last
You are looking for a mother
I am looking for her trust
I am sorry darling
There are different reasons behind each person's smile
But I will never forget the way you were making me laugh.

I will tell you a secret,
Today as I closed my eyes
I asked Her to tell me if she loves me
She said "yes child!"
But you don't understand
Its different, each time

I never meant to leave her that way
As I never meant to hurt the man I loved

I am sorry but your love was reminding me of her
while her love was just a reminder of someone else

So I asked Jesus...
What is it Father?
What is the difference, this time?
Because every time I close my eyes, you let a different truth to shine.

He said
"You just want the fairy tale to last"

But every time I turn and start to run, the fairy tale never last

"You are just looking for the human touch
while everyone else asks to fall in love"

But father, why do I run?

"They want to talk about life
You want to talk about paradise, stop that, its not yet your time"

So why did you send her away, and when I was with her
why couldn't I see it that way?

"Because she is not your mum!"

But father I didn't ask about that
How can I make the fairy tale last while me and my people are saying goodbye?

"You need life, stop searching for a place to hide"

But father , I don't want to fall in love

"Neither you want to die"

But father I am alive, isnt that enough ?

"Yes,...