the love i thought i deserved
He says "stop beating the horse"
what happened to apologizing
or feeling remorse.
This ship has been lost at sea
whipped around and thrown off course
this isn't the love
I thought I'd receive.
not allowed to exist
shut my mouth
is what he wants to say,
instead of saying please don't go away
I hold on to what is
clearly dead
can't escape
the continuous murmuring
that exists...
what happened to apologizing
or feeling remorse.
This ship has been lost at sea
whipped around and thrown off course
this isn't the love
I thought I'd receive.
not allowed to exist
shut my mouth
is what he wants to say,
instead of saying please don't go away
I hold on to what is
clearly dead
can't escape
the continuous murmuring
that exists...