I find this emotion, this unrequited devotion,
so hard to ignore this feling that has my head realing,
my love just won't quit, no matter what I do, I can't make it stop loving you.
I push you away then beg you to stay.
I feel so bipolar.
I can understand what it feels like to 24/7 be on a fucking rollercoaster.
I'm up the I'm down.
I'm going through loops and spinning around.
I can't tell. Sometimes it's heaven, others it's hell.
I want to let go and then I don't, just when I think I'm ready my heart says no.
what can I do,?
I am so in love with you.

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