this worlds not for me...its too hard to see...the lines are blurry...my heart pounds and breaks from all the mistakes...its hitting me hard...its taking its toll...I'm about to lose all control...i just want to disappear...i wish I wasn't here...im not equipped for lifes ugly mess...please let me pass on to the next...im not strong...im feeling weak...my heart breaks...my soul aches...im not ready for lifes mistakes...