I think I forgot what happiness is.
I think I don't know who I am anymore.
I just want to die.
I am tired of living.
Everytime I find love
Something has to go wrong.
I hate crying, but it seems like that's all I do now.
One thing that I taught myself is that,
I must cry in silence
Laugh in public.
I hate being seen as weak,
I guess that's why I cry in silence.
I hate myself, but I...