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ONLY TO SAY I LOVE YOU
#WritcoPoemPrompt73
I can't express the refreshing sweetness
Of seeing your face, you fill my heart with so much joy, I forget the time an the place
if only you seen your face the light that shine s says you have God's grace.
The life you live has becomes a miracle you deserve , it's one I would have wanted too,
If only I could have given you what you' have now then I would have , this does not say you don't Cross my mind every single qday I fight my self how I long to be able to know you wished i was able to say I would HAVE went thru time an space to have a beautiful young woman like you,
I made bad choices that I had in my face I was lost an had too much pain fear an it was too far too late I Lost a part of me I couldn't regain....it was stolen by a monster before I knew how to become a mom it was so horrible an this is not your fault an it's not mine all I know I was unable to protect you an I ran away trying to find anything that would keep me away .....an excuse so i would stay far away this was the only thing that would keep thing s from hurting you ...
When you was born you looked at me with blue eyes long lashes I swore you came right out of heaven I swore you looked just like her it broke my heart an I knew that somehow i would lose you to so i only did what i could to hide that pain behind a lifetime of missing your face one day you will know how much this choice even as bitter as it seems was done out of love an away to keep you safe giving you something
I never was able to but it was only to protect you, from the pain an the horror a life that you did not deserve ...this was the only way i could say i love you .....
© in2mecy