Wanting an ending, to something that won't..
Needing a breath that will never come..

Needing water to douse the burning..
Needing a break from a wheel ever turning..

Wanting some joy,
or the chance of it at least..
Needing to rest,
As I move on no sleep..

Wanting a life,
but feeling deceased..
Needing it smooth,
but still feel the crease..

still feel divide,
look me in my eyes....
why is this feeling existing,
wanting to die??

I don't wanna die..
I don't wanna live either..
I don't wanna be conscious,
I don't wanna quick teether..

I want full on healing, until my heart flutters hard..

I don't wanna die no, but I don't know about life...

I need a deep permanent fix,
Better quality..

Depression's confusing,
the shadow just follows me..

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