EPISODE
BY C WYNTER

Feeling a bit weary, but I still haven't slept,
Thoughts a bit jumbled,it's not over yet,
Another Attack, so I just roll with it this time,
Allowing myself to ride the highs and lows of my mind,
To be honest, I'm ashamed, when I can't control it well enough,
Man, do I wish I wasn't like this, but it's life, so tough,
They say it takes strength to reach out, yet often I feel weak,
Embarrassed by these emotions of the things we don't dare speak,
So I write it out, find a trusted source and talk it out for clarity,
Not trying to bother anyone but it's how I deal with the misery,
I will be here again, Fighting, until I can't anymore,
So sorry if I keep knocking, but please, don't shut that door,
These feelings build up overtime, then explode unexpectedly,
So pardon me if I seem overwhelmed with this increase of mixed energy,
Gotta stumble my way through it, so will you hold my hand?,
Such love in its simplicity, even better when you understand,
That my mind is just wired differently, can you accept me?,
Or will you turn away from a friend and just let things be?,
I'm flawed, but stay with me, depression wins if we let go,
Don't leave me by myself, trapped in another episode.

© C.Wynter