A string that kept all the pearls together,
Broke into two pieces,a broken garland
All of us scattered, dim further apart,
Though a thread broke,only a pearl is in pain

I & feelings fell somewhere,you couldn't see
And that's where we still remain
I do not know much if you search for me
But I scattered away from myself,to gather us again

Kept a goal to keep you fine
Enjoyed your presence & forgot mine
Told you the secrets I didn't tell myself
I was to find you to feel complete
While you seem to be completed by someone else

Was still dreaming to get you when you were near
Writing about you while you can't read nor hear
Telling you how betrayed it felt for the masses you made
Maybe I still expect in this heart that only you can understand

I was a moon chased your car to be noticed soon
The patience left so I hid myself thinking you might hate blue moon
Not to push you in gloomy pain but to make you want me as I do
The number of times I was rejected so I just wanted you to need me for a while
To make you feel little aware of the burning bruises in my soul without tellin' about
You'll finally admire my beauty despite my scars so I hid behind clouds yet wishing you'de be fine
But as I returned watched you made in joy,looking at sunshine

I understood so I silently left
Your prefrence are yours not mine
Being a carelessly imperfect was not enough
Being a moon is not enough
May be a half portion of my happiness lies with you
Or May be to win something better i need to give up
I wonder what it takes to become someone you'll chase someday
Maybe there's someone forgotten i didn't see was right behind me
Like the stars despite my light,cuz of my flaws they never scatter away...


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