Log na badi aasani se meri dil me aur dadkan ke paas aa jataen hai aur aise hi badi aasani se meri zindagi se bahuth dhoor chale jaataen hai. Ye mere liye pehle bhaar tho nahi hai phir bhi ye itni aasan bhi tho nahi hai. Me itni strong nahi jitni tum mujhe samjhte ho. Me na itni weak hoon ki me apne aap se mohabbat kerne se bhi derthi hoon. Mohabbat na sirf films me achche lagtaen hai, asli zindagi me tho sirf aur sirf dard milti hai. Haddiyaan toot jaane se bhi utni dard nahi hoti jitni ki dil tootne se hoti hai. Kisi se mohabbat tho nahi ki hai, aur mohabbat ka tho pata nahi mager haan kisi shaqs ke liye royi bahuth hoon. Sabke saath rahu tho bichard jaane ki dar lagti hai aur akelepan se bicharda hua palaen dard de jaati hai. Dosti hi zindagi ki bahuth badi sabak sikha di hai, ab tho mohabbat kerne ka tho himmat hi nahi hai. Dikhave ki mazbhootiyon se sachchi nazoonkiyaan hi behtreen hai. Dho pal khushi ke liye me poori zindagi ro nahi sakthi. Khud ko bahuth bikhra hua mila hoon, ab tho sambalne se bhi wahi tooti huyi kaanchaen meri hi dil ko phir chubhe hi. Mujhe mujhme kamzori manzoor hai mager kisi aur se thakat nahi...!!!
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