Hey papa, I hope this finds you well,
Its me your son, I know you can barely recognize me,
Its long since we had a son-dad talk , did we even have one?
Since all we shared were fights and unending cruel words you spat on me each time we crossed paths.

It saddened me that I was barely six years and you were all on my nerves,
What would a five year old child do enough to end the best moments you shared with mum? did you even have best moments?
I still have lots of questions I would like you answer but it's all good at least I had mommy.
You know how many times I cursed you?
Hoped you never showed up in mummy's life?
How many times i thought I would gather strength to struggle you and end your life?
But I'm not inhuman like you are, or maybe I am cause...