Dear me,
~Hey are you there to listen to me?
— yes I am
~ohh I thought you are busy with world in listening to them! 😂
—what do you mean?
~oh don't be soo unknown from your things you know very well what I meant don't try to ignore🧐
—sooo you know very much about "me" so say what's the matter?🙃
~ohh so you got time to focus on yourself?
i thought you are busy in pleasing everyone... pampering everyone...
has they left you alone?
now don't ask "how can they?"
dear, you expected more than their abilities...
you thought that they'll treat you the same way you did to them...
you never wished any special behaviour from them but still you thought they will be same as you...
do you think they can reach your heart?
dear, you are not here to just to go according to them...
Mujhe bas itna bta kya kisi ne tujhe uss tarah samjhne ki koshish ki jis tarah tu bhagti firti hai unke dil ko sahalane ke liye, unko har vaqt har baat par sunne aur samjhne ke liye?
samjhne ki baat toh door ki rahi,
kisi ne tujhe sunane tak ki koshish ki hai Jo tu betaab rehti hai unke har aahat ko mehsoos karne ke liye?

Dear me, you always tried your best to make everything better but do you think are you doing fair with yourself?

You are always available for everyone whenever they needed but now no one is seen around you when you are half dead...
now regretting, right?
oh no use my dear!!

—🙂🙂
~ yeh... now say for whom you are crying?
Do you think tears has no value?
let me explain you my dear,
Ek aansu ki kimat tum kabhi n laga sakte ,
chahe tum duniya ki saari daulat kyu na saamne lakar kar do khadi,
aansuo ki shaan hai bahut badi...
ek bund si moti mein hoti Hain hazaron kahaniyan,
samete huye hota hai woh tute huye khwaab aur thodi nadaniyan,
yaadon ki hoti hai lahar,
dard pe barsaati kahar,
thandak deti dil ko aur kabhi kabhi Dil ko hi thanda kar deti🙂
jajbaton mein sarabor woh moti aankho se tapakta hai,
ek insan ek aansu se bhi alag raah bhatakta hai...
apnepan ki nakam koshish karte huye woh aansu bhi pyar se beh jata hai,
woh ek moti hazaaro kisse keh jaata hai...

Tere uss aansu ki kimat koi de sake toh baha le aansu...
Bharte jakhm ko kureda nhi jaata,
meri priye ‘ग़म’ ko apni khushiyan, apna astitv
bechkar kharida nhi jaata...

—🙂🙂🙂

~ Don't stare me as this now...
i know your hesitance
i know your insecurities
i know your anxiety about revealing yourself
I have seen you typing a message and taking backspace.
editing your own words, your feelings, your desires,
you are afraid of losing people as now you are losing yourself my dear!
you are making a suspense but do you think you can hide yourself from "me?"
— so what do you think that I should do?
~ hey don't get lost in the crowd where no one is recognised as their own...
Know your worth
don't run randomly..
Don't push yourself into dark bush...
— What about my happiness?🙃
~ my dear, your happiness is within you...
have you ever tried to feel yourself?
have you ever tried to know yourself?
have you ever tried to please yourself?
yar do.... please... sometimes it's necessary to make yourself feel that you are available for your own self and you are aware of your existence!
Treat yourself the way you treat the world 💓
Don't be afraid you are always with yourself!😌


— sure !😇

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