Call a doctor I need another jagged little pill
pebbles on the beach lost in the sand,
my emotions are the ties that bind the ocean to my heart and the echos of the waves rain down all my tears as the clouds cry for days.
Looking up I try to bask in the sun and all its glorious rays,
peeking through the sun
warms my skin and let's me know that I am still alive.
The very mission of my heart is the very thought of you,
I can not believe it's been so very long with
each day getting a little longer,
the longer we wait to be togeather only makes me want you even more and my heart has this unbearable feeling of regret as I've left you all alone for so very long.
As another day turns to night the sun begins to set as stars chase away the light,
laying in bed all alone I prepare myself for another night of searching as I'm dreaming only of you.
Waking up late so I can spend every moment as best as I can do,
rolling over and seeing your picture on the nightstand reminds me every day of what I am missing, a single tear rolls down my cheek
just another puddle of my sorrow that collects on the sheets.
Knowing just what it takes to break my heart
if I had known the Lord would have taken you away from me so soon I would have stayed in bed making the day become just one more night.
It's your picture on the nightstand that fills my heart with joy, the memories we shared is what reassures me that I have a future,
and it's in that future where we will be togeather again so please wait for me while I continue to look for you each and every night.