I Hoped and Missed You.
Your empty words of encouragement
That I thought was genuine and true
To pour out my soul into your body
Only to be left in shambles and shame
Your love, I swear it felt real
I can feel its warmth too
I know this because you're there
Inside, waiting to come out
I'm sure of it, you're just afraid
But I know that more than others
You just didn't take the time to understand
What you really felt all along
But please, don't leave me alone here
I can fix you, I can help you, I can carry you
I mean it, I do, and that is true
All you need is...
.
.
.
.
You walked away to find another
And be paired up like it's no other
What is the faulty person that I am?
What was...
Wait... Wait. WAIT.
It can't be right, can it?
You, being with the person I hated for
And easily intertwine like a perfect shape?
Ah, I see it now... The reason why.
I was missing the old you
That I forgot to realize you changed already
I'm such an idiot, truly
After all these years of turning blind eye
I finally found the reason you left me
I'm sorry for my desperation
And I'm sorry I missed and hoping
For what was already gone.
© Vyrene
That I thought was genuine and true
To pour out my soul into your body
Only to be left in shambles and shame
Your love, I swear it felt real
I can feel its warmth too
I know this because you're there
Inside, waiting to come out
I'm sure of it, you're just afraid
But I know that more than others
You just didn't take the time to understand
What you really felt all along
But please, don't leave me alone here
I can fix you, I can help you, I can carry you
I mean it, I do, and that is true
All you need is...
.
.
.
.
You walked away to find another
And be paired up like it's no other
What is the faulty person that I am?
What was...
Wait... Wait. WAIT.
It can't be right, can it?
You, being with the person I hated for
And easily intertwine like a perfect shape?
Ah, I see it now... The reason why.
I was missing the old you
That I forgot to realize you changed already
I'm such an idiot, truly
After all these years of turning blind eye
I finally found the reason you left me
I'm sorry for my desperation
And I'm sorry I missed and hoping
For what was already gone.
© Vyrene