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I had a pretty bad breakdown TT
TELL ME WHAT I DID TO DESERVE THIS
TELL ME FUCKING WHAT I DID
I FEEL LIKE NOTHING IS LONGER WORTH IT
I ONLY KNOW HOW TO FUCKING BLEED

HOW I CAN BE EVER OKAY
WHEN EVERYTHING IS A TORTURE IN MY MIND
I WILL NEVER FIND MY PLACE
I WILL FOREVER SUFFER INSIDE

INSIDE MY BODY AND MY HEAD
THERES NO SALVATION FOR ME
EVERYTHING CAN BECOME A THREAT
AND I FEEL SO FUCKING UNDERNEATH

TELL ME IS THIS WHAT I DESERVE
IS THIS WHAT HAD TO HAPPEN TO ME
IM SICK OF WAITING ON ITS "WORTH"
I DONT KNOW IF IT EVEN EXISTS

I WILL NEVER BE FUCKING SAVED
I DONT SEE THE LIGHT AND NEVER WILL
ILL ALWAYS LIVE IN THE DARK WITH THOSE DEMONS INSANE
WITH ANGER AT OTHERS I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO SPILL..