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Delusions
I was delusional to think you actually cared
I wasn't pretending when I said I cared
Through all the moments you need an ear
Through all the unspoken things I was afraid to share
In the end all I wanted was just to talk to you once
But you disappeared
I prayed for you
I laughed with you
You were never there
I'm not angry
I'm not going to hold it against you
I wish the absolute best for you
I hope you find whatever is best for you
I never expected much I just wanted to tell you what I was going through
After years of just hanging around in thin air
I would have never thought you would disappear
But you did and I want you to know I'm not going to be here waiting anymore for you

© ER