I've been trying my best to live without you,
I end up only surviving, 'Cause I don't know how to.
It’s been two months since you've been gone,
Now it's just me and your pictures in phone.

My mind's been pushing me to move on,
Deep down, soul's crying, longs to hold on.
Either with you, or I'd rather be left alone,
It's your love that gave me flight, I'll fall as your swan.

One thought of losing you and my head's underwater.
Anxiety moves fast,...