I don't know what it is with me,
what it is with the person I created

I long for a change of the water,
some kind of change in the currents
Yet I can't bring myself to stand on the riverbanks,
to watch what would be down the river

Yet for you,
For your I would run to the river,
I would change the course to have a chance
Is your life worth more than mine?
Have I not paid my life worth's due?

Or is it just that?
Is it just...