I feel my heart is wrenching and ask myself is it all worth it? The pain... the crying... the anguish...I can't do without...

I felt choke.. In my throat.. But do I really worth this parlous scene? I can't wait to hid mine self to become unseen

Many rejoice thee.. But thou cheat me
Helpless I feel.. Sympathetic I am.. Seeing my part... Doing good in the same path.. I lack...

Haven't I tried enough? Being a worthy lamb.. But thou still hid me thy stamp.. What's my crime? Was I born at the amiss time?.. Oh.. I have nothing left...