Left me on read
confused that if you still care
do you?
have to pretend that I dont
but will keep finding reasons to talk to you

I wonder
if they love me still
if they are faking
or if they really mean what they said
are they tired of me yet?

Too annoying
pretty exhausting
boring and uncool
mirrors they haunt my insecurities

do they talk behind my back
do I talk too much or too less?
awkward and silly
am I creepy?
but I just care thats all
didnt want to scare you off

hard and stone cold
until you know me
too emotional
when you do
but you dont know
how much I...