There is so much going on in my mind
Yet I can't catch a thought
As fast as the light they're untouchable

Far from being light
They weight on me

Like gravity they bring me down
Where no ray of light can be seen

How far am I from the surface ?
I can't seem to catch a breath

How much longer can I hold on out of air
Everything is getting darker

I have this numb feeling
Is any of this even real ?
If not, why can't I wake up ?

If it's all real, then why is it all like that ?
Did I ask for it ?
Did I deserve it ?

The questions are flowing
As fast as a river
But not as clear

I'm slowly loosing consciousness
As I drown in the ocean of my mind

© Ytha