Hush..
I built a wall around myself,
Trusting no one I pushed you away.
scared of the past coming to hunt me,
But you promised to be with me.
Do I stay with you?
Do I let you fight for me?
I can't I'm scared.
My monsters are coming back.

Who broke me this hard?
Why can't I let myself be happy.
It won't last long.
finally letting you go,
I'm sad, please come back.
Oh don't, I don't think I want this.
I don't think I want to be saved,
I'm in pain, but who understands me other than you.
finally pushing you away I want you back.

I'm hurt.
who's gonna help me,
I just want to break down these walls,
that I've built so high around myself.
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