Liberated and unchained.
For I broke away from all the lies.
Which society force feed unashamed.
And most humans just like dogs comply!
...But…
I became deranged one night.
When the veil of deceit blew away…
The light broke through which returned my sight…
Embracing the truth which showed the way…
…For…
Inculcating us from birth.
They mold us into false perception…
Sculpted to someone else’s worth…
And forged us into moral deception…
…Then…
They spoon-feed us with lies and fear…
Inject us with more misconception…
Then lead us down a road unclear…
Unto a life with no direction…
…Now…
Obey their laws even how absurd…
Exhorted to be what they want…
But if you’re not what they prefer…
Exiled from life like you are scum…
…So…
You can hate me for who I became and is.
But I am he’ who’s free!
Although you will envy my’ normalcies.
I am he’ you fear to be!
…
For I am he who is and are!
Many truth’s – whether you agree.
I embrace desires, some how bizarre!
No judgment to the lust conceived.
…
That’s why some need me near and close…
So they can feast on paradise...
In my world where they can overdose…
On desires ordained and lust baptized…
…For…
I’ll entertain depraved minds.
I will bless lecherous iniquities…
I will reveal a universe to eyes gone blind…
As life has abundant pleasantries…
…Because…
Carnality flows through every vein…
Every heart is filled with fleshly desires…
Concupiscent dreams fills every brain…
Salacity burn in each like fire …
…
Yet, you still hide all your sins away…
Deep in the shadows of regret and fear…
In the corner where passion seldom stray…
Amongst fantasies where love seem to disappear…
…Then…
You feel regret the morning after…
You ponder over who you are…
Decisions made over jested laughter…
But inside you still wear a scar…
…
I will show you the truth to what life intend…
Not the lies you still believe and live by…
I will let you live a life without pretend…
No actions will be demonized…
…So…
Open your eyes and seize to cry…
See how beautiful is a fallen tear…
That fall from a grateful stained blue eye…
Off the puppet! To! And for- the puppeteer!
…Because…
Not all scars are forever…
Some are self-inflicted…
Some are buried like long lost treasures…
Yet, to some we become addicted…
…So…
We feed our dark desires…
As we humbly seek what’s real and pure…
Our depravity becomes our attire…
Leaving the demons in our heads unsure…
…But…
No force upon one another…
Consent is just a three letter word…
Together we can all discover…
Just how to be seen and heard…
…But…
Stop blaming me for all your sins…
When your transgressions gets revealed…
Stop trying to hide behind a grin…
Because your secrets wont be concealed…
…As…
You have to be more elusive…
When you cum and then play with me…
It should always be only exclusive…
When mutual minds share a pedigree…
…
But you mock me with your favors…
Whispering carnal wants and needs...
Selfish are your selective flavor…
When in me you plant your seed.…
…
Though, as long as no one see you…
No one knows about your filthy deeds…
You are the one and only angel…
I’m just poor old fucked up me…
…
Yet I am he’ who haunts your dreams…
I am the addiction you still fear…
I am your orgasmic screams…
For I am the puppeteer!

Theuns de Bruyn