If i didn't say goodbye...
it wouldn't bè real.
I couldn't say goodbye... because
for me it would never be real.

11 years later and still its not real.
Missing you dearly.
That's real.
Thinking of you every day... that's real.
I found and picked up a Penny today.
Was that you sending luck my way?

What is happening to me?
I can hardly remember you anymore.
'Heck' i can just barely remember me,
or what day/month/even year it may be.

Even though your gone... i want to
get to know you.
See if you were like me.
As i waved to a magpie...
Third one this month.
I can't help but wonder.
Yet again, as i shudder.
Then it start's to rain and thunder.
I smile...
Stealing my thought's.

Where was i?
Oh yes.. Rain and thunder.
Then i shudder.
Deja-vu as i wonder.
Trying to remember, just as i forget.
More and more as i do.

Even my closest memories
My memories of you. XxX
© Melissa Taylor