I'm walking down
the streets
With alcohol on my hands
Each drink I take is to
celebrate your
unimaginable lies
that you told while making eye contact
damn, I was fooled by
your innocence
always used to think about you,
how to make you happy?
how to erase your pain?
which you always used to come
crying, hoping that
I would be able to solve
I close my eye,
your face pops up everytime,
those beautiful eyes,
those beautiful whispers,
those presence
The way you used to see me
all that was just a lie
you carried with beautiful elegance.

You intoxicated fake love
in my veins,
knowing one day,
the time will come,
where once a guy, who was
so loyal, so honest
would hate himself, by choosing you
kudos to you, you got
what you desired,
my loyal heart couldn't
hold me as of now,
as he is trapped
with my name written over
all the disgusting sins.
Therefore, in the season of summer
the dark mysterious clouds
hover around and
shed tears in form of pain.

(possibly knowing my story)

My mind is still in
yours thoughts,
tho, I'm officially drunk
I'm still walking,
Trembling, unconscious
couldn't see what's coming around
Phone rings, it's my mom
she is waiting for me
with lots of love stored inside
but she didn't knew
her son was about to die
because the world was too
harsh for his innocent soul
so at 10:45pm, nearly
He took his own breathe away
by writing in his own words,
"sorry mom , it's time for me to go".




© Peter_writes