I did love you . I loved you so much I couldn't breathe . You consumed my entire being , and thats why I let you treat me the way you did . I don't know what you got out of destroying me time after time , but I hope you don't put anyone else through that . I waited for you . I gave you chance after chance and I left you with every last goddamn thing I had . And you took it all without a care in the world . I tried to hang on , because I thought you were worth it . But one day I just stopped waiting . I didn't want to hear " I miss you " anymore . Although I hope you fucking miss me . Once I would have given my last breath for you to say that . I hope you see me so fucking happy that I look like I'm about to explode , and I hope it kills you . I hope you drop to the floor and feel like the breath is being sucked out of you and you realize what you gave up . Because I gave you the world and I kept fighting long after I should have stopped . You don't deserve that . Fuck you .