I only remember about us
that is all I can remember
you can’t make me erase
remembrance of our relationship,
I can’t just pretend
that nothing is going on,
even I can’t be your friend.
if you want us to be together
more than a friend then,
you shouldn't complain
about how trapped you were
from our situation in our relationship,
if you only want us to be a friend
after our relationship ended last
summer 2020.
The truth is
I only remember about us
I can’t do whatever you want me to do,
can’t delete our relationship photos
in all of my social media,
if you only want to control
I should do or I shouldn't do
I won't be friends with someone
control everything I do or what to say.
You can’t take your autism as a reason
to have control over me every time
whatever you ask me a hypothetical question
about pretending like you had been dating
me for about this long, but then
we had a breakup but it's mutual both partners agreed would you be giving up on life then?
I only said yes I would give up on life,
you never knew not long ago,
I was born without having
strong sense of communication.
that relate to how trapped I was
can’t express my emotions freely,
it happens in my teenage years
back in my high...