I didn't know I liked her that much
I really didn't.
I knew but I didn't I thought it was dying but no it wasn't;
It was simply quiet...

Not until I shut the door.
Then it raged and it
Cried.
I cried.
It may seem purely sexual but that was our most intimate times.

She is in a committed relationship
I am committed to the facade of us I have built in my head.
So...