How long should I put up my fake smile?
Pretend all is fine and laughing.
Im tired
Exhausted,unable to handle everything all at once:
Sick of failures,
Sick of being a disappointment.
I see my whole life fading,
Right infront of my eyes.
What can I do?
Just sit and see it fade.
I tried to suppress it
But couldn't control it
What will I do?
Where should I go?
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