This is so exciting
My courage is built
My minds not right
Maybe if im lucky itll be soon
My life has gone tilt
Ive waited so long for this day so long to be brave enough to make this life of never ending sorrow to seize nay rejoice for the power in my hand a pistol of fate if im lucky i pray soon maybe tomorrow or the next day then ill have final saywith one click and itll all be over itll all go away
No more lonliness no more rejection or frustration ill no longer have to watch my daughters be raised by a monster and a witch who only care for greed and bless my girls with all they want not what they need
No longer must i foolishly survive
Noone understands the pure pleasure in no longer having to be alive
Anyont i love thinkd im a freak
Think im a creep
But oh how he suffers how neat
But no dont worry or fright he will be ok at the end of some night on some day i dont care what theyll say because hopefully if i dont start to thrive or find the power to revive you all will live to see the man who at least couldn't even say he tried because everyone would just say he lied
It wouldnt be lomg that they forget who died