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This Age
Unseen but still pressing
Sharping my sword as my mind is lost
Different thoughts with different port
All stored in the center of my heart.

I seem happy, I smile when needed to
Talk when needed to, and sleep when asked to...
choice is what I don't have
Against the war that started in my heart
Fighting and tackling me leaving my brain a lot to think about
More like a stone thrown into the ocean
My heart drowns every single day

I wish I suffer from Love,
I wish love is the reason why I'm weak and unstable
But I was shocked, caught off guard
I noticed my age tells a different story
My age tells responsibilities and passion for a future unseen
My age tells a lot of things I try to catch up with...

I could tell by just sitting that I'm not fine
I'm jovial outwardly but inside I'm this dude with.a black heart
My hair are left unkept, beauty fading bit by bit
Fashion becoming a less concern
Because I'm been chased by something much bigger
Bigger than love life, bigger than assumptions...
Responsibilities...
The greatest pain to a man
I wish this age passes away fast and I hope I remember them for good....

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