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i’m (not) safe
mommy, i’m safe; i’m in my room, but do disengaged; i’m safe.. at least i’m safe.. and so, i’m safe—
mommy, i’m not outside, i’m not getting raped; mommy, i’m safe— mommy, i’m safe..
i’m in my room, stuck in my cage, i locked it up with a padlock, i don’t wanna misbehave; mommy i’m safe.. mommy, i’m safe—
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i’m tired of my face— i’m tired of my games, i’m manic all the time and my bipolar doesn’t make me feel safe( how can i be safe, mommy— at least i’m safe?
mommy, i’m okay- as best as i can be— i promise i’m just being who i wanna be.. this is my new identity..
mommy, i’ve never cried this hard before; why aren’t my tears coming out; why can’t i feel them?
mommy, did you numb them all, did you tell me not to feel the pain, mommy, how could you treat me this way— this way, i’m too numb to feel it in my brain.. mommy, i can’t feel anymore.. what did you do to me? mommy?
© Fae 💕
mommy, i’m not outside, i’m not getting raped; mommy, i’m safe— mommy, i’m safe..
i’m in my room, stuck in my cage, i locked it up with a padlock, i don’t wanna misbehave; mommy i’m safe.. mommy, i’m safe—
.
i’m tired of my face— i’m tired of my games, i’m manic all the time and my bipolar doesn’t make me feel safe( how can i be safe, mommy— at least i’m safe?
mommy, i’m okay- as best as i can be— i promise i’m just being who i wanna be.. this is my new identity..
mommy, i’ve never cried this hard before; why aren’t my tears coming out; why can’t i feel them?
mommy, did you numb them all, did you tell me not to feel the pain, mommy, how could you treat me this way— this way, i’m too numb to feel it in my brain.. mommy, i can’t feel anymore.. what did you do to me? mommy?
© Fae 💕
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