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One of the Kajillions
One of the many fellow
Thriving for almost decades
A thousand chance of being better
Took me up 49% out of 51% ratio
Searching for you was hard as it gets
Like the fog rose into my way
Tell me mileage, Am I still useless Am I worth it to be your escort?

Seeking for a meaningful answers
Only one thing to be ascertain
That's what I'd always wanted
To be part of your life but now
Departed from your heart 'cause
You'd like the rest of others so yeah
I'd knew I'm just a fool though You'd played me since I became

One of your Kajillions... minions
Its' pain as my melancholy song
That's why I thought you're right
One for my true sense of loving
Which you're thinking I'm just
Humor intent, my feelings were Too much intense so immersive
Until you dumped me into trash

The way I effort so much for you
I'd knew to myself I was hoping
Trying my best, is all what I could've give gotten rotten away.
Somehow it wasn't a foul play and put the blame on me here.
If only you've given me a chance to prove I am capable of change.
Choosing what's going to be so
I'm just a fall guy, no love in return.
Taken for granted breaking hearts
Like One of the many Kajillions.

Something wasn't right about
Red tags, hate speech, and false statements was one of your many
Propagandas, unnerving to hear.
It's not about us, because there's no
Inciting incident report to begin with, refreshing was a good choice.
Nothing to commemorate of
Shutting me down on your space shuttle, blocking you slowly
It doesn't matter to me anyway

You're just the pigment of sticky notes in my brick walls,
Yes I admit I'm a wannabe yours
But times changed, replacement
Cost precious, more valuable than golden eggs and bars of excitement.
I've never given up to became what
They've expected to me as much as
You guide my soul upon the light
It's been a long time since

I was one of your Kajillions
Unless, you meant something more Those spots on weren't existed in the first place, it's just a myth
Written by the ancestors of yours
Today I proudly to embrace failures
Mistakes and misfires in life, stood tall thanks for being there for me momentarily in flash of camera
Even though I haven't seen it yet.


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