Down there is just fine
I don't want that changed
But up here on my chest
I can't stand my breasts
I wish I could hide them, bind them

But I'm scared of reactions
They'll think I'm trans and
I swear I'm not a man
I'm not sure what I am
But I know I'm not trans

Maybe I'm both genders
Maybe I'm genderfluid
Or maybe I'm just confused
Maybe I'm Nonbinary
I don't follow the rules

I'm not sure if this body dysphoria
Came before or after my depression
Maybe I'm just too empty to see
Anything that the truth might be
I don't know what to do with this

I'm so lost and alone
Don't know who I can turn to
Or where I could possibly go
Someone please save me
I'm a broken mess of unanswered questions

2/16/2021
© Sam T. Parker

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