Why, why do you persue me?
I wish for solitude you see.
And yet, you continue to search for me.

I seek not friendship or redemption.
There are things about me that would draw attention!
What I have done,what I have lost.

The pain of the memories. keep me crossed.
They taunt my very existence.
Such thoughts are very persistent.

Pain is consistent with each piece of memory rembered.
AND yet they cannot be...