Its weird,
Hearing voices you see,
I listen to them talk about me,
Theirs three.
I try to ignore there rants,
They talk shit about my past,
I'm feeling suicidal,
I just want this to pass.
They call me names,
Like dumbass and trash,
I lash out,
Grab a razor and slash.
Blood on the floor,
Voices in my head, they roar,
Can't ignore the feeling,
Of feeling like living your life, feels like a chore.
But you look fine they say,
Yeah, but inside my mind, is insane,
Can't describe the pain,
It's like there playing games with my brain.
Feeling drained,
Just want this to end,
So you take a hand full of pills,
But you still, wake up the next day,
Like how the fuck I'm i still here?
The voices i hear, are the one's that i fear,
There monsters in my ears,
Holding my head, crying tears
My life feels like a nightmare,
And my head is an error.
Looking crazy,
Girl go look in the mirror.
Plaster a smile, fixes your hair and pretend again,
Your be alright,
Your win this fight, with your mind,
Now say it again.
#Schizophrenia

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