What is love when I have been shown so much hate?
What is ambition when so many take the easy route?
What is dedication if I give up so easily? And what is persistence if I only try once?
What is belief when you have no faith in that belief? And what is faith when you do not believe in the things you can not see?
What is trust when you have no hope for the future? And what is hope when you do not trust in the path that has already been layed?
Who will I lean on when I lack faith?
What will I believe in when my soul it torn, my spirit broken, and every ounce of my inner-being wants to give in?
When will I finally surrender fully and succumb to your will Father?
Where will I turn when my sanity falls short and forgiveness is far from my sinful nature?
How will I feel when my inheritance of His Everlasting Kingdom, in all it's Glory, denies my name in the precious book and my fortune squandered?
The time is now and I lean on you Lord.
For I have not the understanding that comprehends your plans for me?
So lead-away in the darkness Lord, and I will follow...
So it is written and so it shall be.
There is no time like the present O'Lord, for I await and yearn for Eternity by your side...
I see the Golden Gates and they call to me.
I will hope no more.
I Trust with the Faith of a blind man and see with more than eyes.
I Believe... and offer my soul as a vessel to accomplish your will...
Use my Temple as you wish...
With Persistance and Dedication...
My Ambition is to make you proud as a Father to a Son...
And just maybe...
I may...
One day...
Learn...
What Love is?-

© Psalms/Poems By Thomas James Arment-