I hate when its this time...
When I feel so low and start to loose my glow...
The feeling of not being heard and unseen...
Wishing I could live my life in a dream...
A feeling of being under valued but I know i'm worthy...

Having to make sacrifices as I feel its my duty...
But selfish because I do it to not loose people its utter cruelty...
Having no one too look and...