Looking back, it made me a bit emotional. You have come so far dear. And I know that one day you will be truly happy an will achieve anything you want. It's one of my first poems I have ever written. It's for you my Bestie.

The music stops
The lights get on
The public cheers
The curt'n closes in front your face

You leave the stage
You run away
You can not breath
You feel your beating heavy heart

The night is dark
The night is scary
The night is long
The night makes you feel lonely

You fall on ground
You close your eyes
You smell the earth
You feel the rain falling on your head

The dirt is covering your head
The blood is streaming from your arms
The stomach hurts
The tired heart sayes only good bye to you

You want anything
You want to die
You want forget
You want to leave the cruel earth

The cars don't drive
The public doesn't cheer
The lights are gone
The music of your soul is dissapered

You...