I am not confused

Delirious

Deranged

Nor am I madd

.

I am not disturbed

.

I am alive and well

.

Walking dead

On the hunt

Starved to death

Twisted drunk

Broken down

Giving up

I'm out of sight

I feel no love

.

I hate this world

I've had enough

I hate myself

I'm out for blood

.

Time I spend to get away

I am alone

I feed off pain

I hurt myself

To stay awake

I Stab myself

To get away

.

My eyes stay red

Filled with shame

Raised by God

I've gone astray

I'm always pissed

Full of rage

.

Real short fuse

Real long days

Stuck on earth

In outer space

.

Stress

.

Locked in hell

Inside myself

I'm growing cold

.

Lighting fires

As I go

.

Ive betrayed my purpose

Ive sold my soul

Keeping secrets

Hiding...