People dont realize that they sign up for a 3 some with me being double headed as a Gemini and letting my anxiety live inside of me, I can see two perspectives from two different views know matter if it right or wrong, but I still have this anxiety that controls the two, I have conflict with one side telling me to be true and the other telling me to stay cool, and there the one in the middle that is my glue or I mean my anxiety talking through, I want to stand out, but I hide under a rock because the times I try to define myself I get ambushed by my anxiety herself,people not knowing that  I scratch my eyes out...